Now I KNOW I shouldn’t give a damn anymore and I should stop caring about everything in the world.
Why should I care about the whole world when the world doesn’t care about me?
The only one I should care about and apologize to is the man I see in mirror; It’s getting harder to live in this selfish world without being a selfish bastard.
on 13 Nov 2006 at 10:53 am # اÙ٠اÙ
شو اقولك؟
بالاخر ببين معك انو بما انو انت بتفكر حالك منيح فاكيد بترجع بتحس انو مش لحالك منيح وانو بتكون اناني اذا بتفكر هيك
يعني بالاخر الا ما تتذكر الناس اللي بستاهلوا تفكر فيهم وتضحي عشانهم بس هو موقف صاير معك ولازم ما يكون لحاله السبب انك تحكم
on 13 Nov 2006 at 1:09 pm # Ola
Abed: turning into a selfish whatever could only reflect badly on you! don’t change the wonderful qualities you have
Off topic: why do you have so many characters in the verification box? grrrr
on 13 Nov 2006 at 5:21 pm # Abed. Hamdan
The Caller:
I sometimes give up, I’m not strong all the time.
Reham:
and it seems that I can’t live in this selfish world
Eman:
I don’t want to be good anymore, I fed up
Ola:
actually I’m so tired of being the knight with shining armor , I think I’d just give it up, or at least I’ll try to give it up!
off topic: it’s the blogspot machines who put many validation character, you are so suspicious, they think you are a dangerous spam virus and they beleive they should fight you
on 13 Nov 2006 at 9:17 pm # abu_shakuush
yeah man just live your life! who cares about this $%^&&^ world
on 13 Nov 2006 at 11:46 pm # Anonymous
kol haaaad 3ashan bedde eyaak tzabe6lee my new templete :O
loooooooooooooooool just kidding
being selfish won’t change or hurt but u (f)
on 14 Nov 2006 at 12:16 am # Anonymous
I haven’t gone through all comments Abed .. though I’d say , yes .. sadly , you have to be selfish sometimes , actually most of the times. and if you are not you should start training .
everyone will always prioritise their own things before yours .. and everyone will always argue to have the most suitable time and resources ..
ya3ni bel3arabi .. elwa7ad mettar inno ykoun anani marrat , 7atta law beeji 3ala nafsi .. s a2ollak shaghleh .. elli nefso taybeh betdal nefso taybeh .. so .. don’t be hard on yourself ..
on 14 Nov 2006 at 2:44 am # manal yusuf
everybody said almost everything nothing more left to say, bas i would like to add something n i guess everyone wanted to say the same to you which is “i do care”
so just put a smile, give yourself a break, and walk away with a “wipe my b*tt” attitude for a change heheheh
on 14 Nov 2006 at 6:06 am # Anonymous
Don’t ever change for worse! Sometimes you need a break, for an instant; give yourself a break, back off for a while but do NOT give up or stop being the caring person you are, sometimes people become OVER-caring, so they no longer feel any care from others, that doesn’t mean that others don’t care.
Cherish who appreciates you, and stay the spectacular person you are.
on 14 Nov 2006 at 9:11 am # naturalblu
i7na ya doob dayreen balna 3ala 7alna, sho bedna bel nas, FUCK ppl,,, sorry for the word bas mesh adreh
on 15 Nov 2006 at 12:42 am # vagueraz
ya ur rigth …. we must care of our selves ,,, ma n7mel hmoom ‘3eerna ……
nshooof 7alna… bs ma nnsa el nas ely bn7ebhum mtl ahelna w s7abna , sa7 ??
take care of ur self friend
on 15 Nov 2006 at 2:38 am # mona
lma te3ml eshi mne7 msh lazem testana 7da y2olk “thanks”!
enti bte3ml mne7 w care about ppl 3shan 7alk w 3shan rabak, 3shan tosh3or a7sn mn jowa
on 15 Nov 2006 at 8:03 am # ArabLady
Congrats 4 reaching such a conclusion!! I was smarter enough and realized the fact earlier!!
Do I regret thinking in that way? NO! NOT REALLY!
I agree with Mona though!
on 15 Nov 2006 at 10:06 am # Abed. Hamdan
Abu Shakkush:
yeah im trying, thanks for dropping by
SimSim:
lool! actually if I don’t become selfish, I’ll keep getting hurt!
Tealover:
absolutely right. everybody is like this, but I should try, im tired.
Manal Yusuf:
thank you. your blogger account is not working ?
Weddo:
what if you keep cherishing those and they keep hurting you to please themselves ?
NaturalBlu:
yeah, and im trying.
on 15 Nov 2006 at 10:09 am # Abed. Hamdan
VagueRaz:
nshallah, thanks.
Mona:
I don’t want anything in return, but i don’t expect getting hurt!
ArabLady:
I realized this several times, long time ago, but I couldn’t change. Im just trying again.
on 15 Nov 2006 at 11:35 am # jnetsworld
I felt very sad for you when I read your blog today. I am so sorry for the things that grieve your heart.
This brokenness that grieves all of humanity is the weaknessness of our humanity finding power in vulnerable moments… unfortunately these moments are becoming unbearable.
Don’t lose heart, my friend. Does not the boundless eternal heart of God prevail? Does not God’s compassion find a light yet in the souls of friends nearby and afar?
Be strong. Our lights WILL prevail over weakness. Weakness seeks to create excuses for hate to feed its hunger.
You write with love and compassion. Your strength stands above the chaos around you. Because you, I, are the possibility of peace.
We are roots of peace. Just as you named your other blog.
My thoughts are with you.
JNET
on 15 Nov 2006 at 1:11 pm # Ebte
lalh lalh ya zalmeh sho hal 7aki had.. ana mt2ked enak 7aket hal 7aki bas l2nak m3a9eb men mawqef 9ar ma3ak.. 3bed aked kol hada fi nas b7ebo kter o bhtemo feh.. o howwa bdoro lazem yhtam fehom.. n7na 3ayshen b dinya feha el mne7 o feha el njes.. o n7na ma lazem nftred eno kol el nas perfect l2no mo hiek el dinya
on 15 Nov 2006 at 10:46 pm # Anonymous
Cherish who appreciate it bs :@ wel baa2i just walk away .
if there’s hurting bel mawdoo3 fa akeed step back.
enta ma tet3’ayyar, your care ma y2el lali besta7e2o, amma elli ma besta7e2oo fa 5alas don’t care about them
Cheer up
on 16 Nov 2006 at 1:57 am # sharifo
sho mojet el e7ba6 ele sayra bel blogs ya jama3et el kheir..cheer up!!
Abed,,Ummm this things happen in Life we daiman fe nas btodrobna kol khazoo2 wala ba3do…
Bas mesh men el 3adel la la ilak wala lal nas ele bet7ebak inak to7kom 3alehom we to7ba6..
Cheer up ya mano…Fish Eishi mestahel
on 16 Nov 2006 at 2:49 am # Anonymous
Well, y’know, some of us are doing our best - and I know it is a crumb of comfort in a very bad situation…
Joe
on 16 Nov 2006 at 4:36 am # ArabLady
If u r getting hurt then excuse me ur social intelligence is not that high, abed!
Just get closer to the ppl they deserve to be with u …. I’m not talking about the social class or the educational background but the frame of mind and attitude ….why the hell would a person hurt a one who gave him a hand or was there 4 him! Just go thru the list and eliminate the names of those who belong to the sick unethical category !
Cheer up… life is full of clean decent ppl but the question is: “WHERE TO FIND THEM!”
Take care!
on 17 Nov 2006 at 7:10 am # Abed. Hamdan
JNET:
Thank you my friend. I really lack the power in moments of vulnerabilities, it seems that I become very sensitive and vulnerable, maybe I lost my tolerance and power, maybe I couldn’t stand all these endless disappointments..and I lost hope on my people.
I think I’ll stand up once again, I just need sometime, and I need unconditional support from those who surround me.
Ebte:
Thanks. you are right, people are not perfect. Im not looking for perfect people, I just don’t expect getting hurt from those I care for.
Weddo:
I will insha’allah. For those who appreciate it. Let’s hope that some people really appreciate. Thanks my friend.
on 17 Nov 2006 at 7:18 am # Abed. Hamdan
Sharifo:
3a ra2yak, mafi shi mestahel. ana msh mo7ba6 btw, ana bas basta’3reb mn habali a7yanan
Joe:
It is. Thank you.
ArabLady:
you are right, my social intelligence is very very low. I lack the experience and the faith sometimes. I could get hurt many times, and I know it’s happening, but I just can’t take action to prevent it. yes, I’m weak , vulnerable, and sometimes too sensitive. I don’t show my anger or depression, I just keep them inside, and I hurt myself badly. About “THEM”, I never needed anybody, usually people need me and I never needed them. what I need is to stay away of them.
on 17 Nov 2006 at 11:43 pm # Mala2e6
wak abed mallllaaaaaaaaaaak ha !!
i found this nice peace of song..about shabasheb,,i will post it for u exclusively..;)
i am not reminding u la sma7 alla innak wa3dtni b shebsheb w i am waiting ..w inta nseet..la2 bass ya3ni haik
isma3 koll illy 2aloulak iya bte3malo w ba3dain itgha6a w nam,
on 17 Nov 2006 at 11:44 pm # Anonymous
it’s working now, how are u doing today?
on 18 Nov 2006 at 1:25 am # Abed. Hamdan
MaLa2e6:
lol, thanks thanks
Mana Yusuf:
yes it’s working now, I can read your blog now
im fine thanks, how are you ?