Hello my friends,
I am currently in South Africa, in a beautiful city called Midrand. I’ll be here hopefully for two weeks. The place is just awsome!
At the moment I don’t have access to fast internet connection, so I won’t be able to interact with blogs regularily, but I took so many pictures, and I have so many things to say. I’ll probably update when I get back to Kuwait.
so long 
or experimenting marioom’s dimples ?
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Image source: God knows! I found it on facebook.
“The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising everytime we fall”
Great quote by a great man.
Say hi to my new addiction !
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أحمد مطر
Why me ?
Why bad people can do million mistakes, intentionally, maliciously, and deliberately, and they can move on with their lives, and be given second chances ?
why the hell good people are always judged by one mistake ? even if done in a moment of irrationality, or absence of reason ? why ?
Even if it’s a known fact that they will never do this mistake again ? that they will learn their lesson ? WHY !!
why my life ends with one mistake ? why it ends in seconds ? what I kept for two years, deep inside, nurtured, all fades away.
I spent days, months, years, trying to reach the image of perfection as perceived by you, yet it all goes in seconds ? in seconds ?
why I can give millions of chances, but I am not granted any! not even one ? but why ? Do I deserve this ? Do you deserve this ?
why ?
I recall my loss in 2000, it was God’s will, and I couldn’t do anything about.
why is it happening again now ?? who’s will is it now ? why am I as helpless now as I was then ? And all goes in seconds..in dark seconds.
why am I always judged by the mistakes of others ? why ? why do I have to pay for what others do ? why do you have to pay for their mistakes ?
Time changes, people changes, but I am still unable to express my agony save by losing my voice and knees..and why all that ? because of one mistake ?
The ironic thing is, you keep doing good after good, days and nights, weeks, months, and years…but when you do one mistake ? only one ? all collapse, it makes you the worst person ever existed.
you keep doing mature things, mature enough, but when something slips from you…for whatever reason…you are suddenly a useless immature childish kid? this is too much to take…too much to understand…too much to live with..
you are not even given the chance to defend yourself !!!!!! you don’t have the chance to be heard !!!!!!??? this is crazy!
This is a serious mistake…
وقال المصطفى عليه افضل الصلاة والسلام :
((إن لم تخطئوا، وتستغفروا، فسيأت الله بقوم يخطئون، ويستغفرون، فيغفر لهم))
but do I still have faith ? no ? I don’t know…I can’t reason…not now.
All I can think of this…”we” don’t deserve that. Nobody deserves that, even the devil himself..
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