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Secrets Revealed: Answers to the things you don’t really know about me
My moment of truth everybody! I first tried to write some facts about me that nobody knows, but seriously I didn’t find a thing to write. It’s because I thought (or I’d like to think) that I am an open book, but the truth is, I’m way far from that, and I know it. So I said why not, let the people ask and see how far their curiosity will go, it wasn’t a bad idea at all because honestly I didn’t know most of the answers myself, you people helped me discovering myself, and it’s this age where most of human beings figure out who they really are.
So enjoy..!
Answers:
Q) Hani Obaid: Describe in detail your ideal future wife?
A: Good question, because I really don’t know. I don’t know because I am not looking, and if I start looking I will maybe start setting the “ideal” traits of “the one”. But I have an idea in my mind and it’s simple. She should be an individualist who has her own life, plans, brains, culture, friends, ambitions, and dreams. I know that people in this age don’t have a clear idea what they want to do (and I am not an exception by the way), but I demand some level of determination and character. Nobody is perfect, but she should be complete because I am not planning to complete anybody. If she is not a complete individual, then not I, not anybody in the world will ever complete her. I will be a life time companion, not a baby sitter. This sounds a little bit complicated, but it’s not. Most of my female friends fall into this category, so it’s not as complicated as it seems.
Of course, I am an Islamist, so this should be taken into consideration. Age is not a big issue to me, but of course she shouldn’t be 10 years older than me. Acceptable looks is also important.
Another important thing is manners. I demand respect and appreciation. Respect is the only way to communicate with me, yelling is a deal breaker. Cheating is a deal breaker.
I hope this is detailed enough Hani :). All this might change, because I told you I don’t have a clear idea on the “ideal wife”, and I don’t have a clear decision on whether I am going to get married any time soon or whether I am ever going to get married (for so many reasons).
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Q) d : Name three people you admire. People in your life, not historical characters.
A: First, “d”, thanks for always reading my blog, even though I don’t know who you are, but you make me feel appreciated 
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Admiration is a big word, and I could give you a big big list hadn’t you demanded that you want people “in my life”. I have great friends and cousins who I like, but admiration is something else. I can name only one character that I truly admire and he is an uncle of mine. He is by far the greatest man in my life. Nothing super about him, except that he is an honest man. An honest man, a real man. This is the kind of man that if asked whether he is a good man or not his answer will be unquestionably yes. This man lives for himself, his family, his cousins , and for everybody. Meet him once and you will remember him forever because he still keeps his childhood innocence, and he keeps it easily, no matter how hard the circumstances he lives in. He is in his 50s now by the way.
That’s someone I admire. Other than him, it’s really hard for me to truly “admire” people.
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Q) Mayasi : She asked four questions. There you go:
1- Where do u live n irbed?
I don’t live in Irbid anymore. I studied in Irbid, so I lived there for five years. Now I live and work in Kuwait
2- have u ever fallen in love?
Yes.
3- What do u wear in ur house? I mean are u tidy or just like that?
Pyjamas. “Just like that” 
4- how many girls u talk to now?
I’m not in a relationship, the only girls I talk to are my female friends and co-workers.
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Q) LostWithin: what word best describes you?
A: Hopeful.
Despite my rather increasing cynicism, I still see myself as a very hopeful person. I have extremely high hopes on so many levels, and trust me my friend, the day I lose hope is the day I declare myself officially dead.
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Q) Basil: What is the thing that you did and will regret for the rest of your life??
A: So many things. I seek Allah forgiveness for all the sins I’ve committed. We are humans, and we all do mistakes, and I have faithful hope that Allah may forgive me.
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Q) Mab3oos: let’s say you are the president of some country, and you wanted to get a taxi cap, what color of socks would you wear knowing that the game on TV is canceled, and why would you not pick your nose at the traffic light as a guy waves at you and asks you for directions?
A) I will wear pink socks that matches the queer flip flops I’ll be wearing. And why of course I’ll pick my nose and shake hands with the first person I meet.
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Q) Sara: How often do you think of death & what do you think of it?
A: Very often. On a daily basis. I think it’s both intimidating and painful.
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Q) sweetlikearose: My friend Bara’ asked three question.
1. kam sar waznak?(What’s your current weight?)
A: Now it’s 90 KGs.
These are pictures of me last month, I put on a lot of weight recently, for so many reasons.
This is me last summer, see the difference hehe.
2. lesh ma bet7eb elsekerterat??(Why do you hate female secretaries?)
A: Well, liar if I say I don’t have issues with female secretaries! It’s because of many incidents. The ones I loathe are those that are hired based on their looks and only looks. And mind me, it’s not even looks, It’s how much their clothes are revealing. Not that it’s my business or anything, because really to each his own. But when I go to a big corporate,a classified governmental agency, or a big enterprise, the least I except from an employee is to know the difference between the TV and the computer. Trust me guys, if I ask a piece a furniture or if I ask that “chick” secretary, the response will be the same: a dumb smile “maba3ref” (I don’t know). So what I do now is, I just get inside without acknowledging their existence and find whatever I want by myself, because she’s paid to set there and give smiles only. lol. They wasted hell lot of my time!
3) sho aktar mawqef mo7rej sar m3ak bema63am?? (What’s the most embarrassing thing happened to you in a restaurant?)
A: Nothing special that I recall. But when my friends and I gather, it’s always embarrassing, we will be the noisy table with guys laughing out loud continuously. Last weekend I couldn’t stop imitating the Filipino waitress accent (or is it aqsen6? lol). So things like that always happen. We never run out of jokes.
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Q) Sharifo:
1) Eish el asbab ele khalatak Nerd bel taree2a hadi ? (Why do you become nerd?)
A: Because I don’t have anything else to do. Nothing interests me enough so I tend to challenge myself with school work. I picked that habit when I was in the 6th grade.
2) when you are out anywhere not in a work mission, do you carry a pen or a pencil ?
A: Nope. I hardly carry myself, and I take one of my colleagues just to have an audience for the jokes I keep making up.
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Q) TripleM: Have you ever been French kissed by a male friend before?
A: Why of course, I give French kisses to my guy friends all the time, because that’s what guy friends do !
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Q) LuLu…!:
1. do u really love god more than anyone??
A: I’m trying my friend. It’s the mission of every Muslim, it’s not something to be done on the fly, neither is it something you stumble upon. It’s a life time job, it’s the journey each Muslim should enjoy during his span of years on earth.
2. have u ever felt b4 that u really hate urself and y???
A: Never, ever.
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Q) Asoom: if you can change one circumstance in your life right now what would it be?
A: I’d choose a better family maybe, and easier circumstances. Things are/were pretty hard on me, and I’ve been holding responsibilities nobody my age should be holding. Alhamdulillah for everything. Many people have harder situations, and what doesn’t kill you is supposed to make you stronger (or at least I hope so).
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Q) Moh’d Shaltaf:
حزب الله سيستعيد رفات كل شهدائه و رفات شهداء فلسطينيين وعلى رأسهم رفات الشهيدة دلال المغربي في صفقة لتبادل الأسرى عن طريق وسيط ألماني؟
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شعوري قريب من شعور الشهيد الكاتب غسان كنفاني:
“إنني أشعر أكثر من أي وقت مضى أن كل قيمة كلماتي كانت في أنها تعويض صفيق وتافه ل …”
الباقي عندك.
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Q) Noura:
1. Have u ever fallen in Love ?? real love, not a crush ..
A. Yes, badly, madly, and deeply. And yes, I am a hopeless romantic, how about that?
2. If you were to plan something romantic for your future wife, what would it be ??
A. Nothing on my mind right now, and nothing is planned. It depends on her, our relationship, situation, and many other factors. I am fairly creative, only when “I” want to. As a kid I was a noticeable mouth-smart, and I still possess the ability to express myself fluently, this is the special gift God gave to me. I can also make eloquent speeches if I want to, so chances are it’ll be something written or spoken.
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So guys, I hope the answers were satisfying
Four things you don’t know about me
Since I’ve got nothing to do lately, or actually I do have heaps of work to do, but I’ve been ignoring everything, I decided to do this famous tag but in a different way. Here are my rules:
I will answer the first four questions you guys ask in the comments. Only the first four.
So go on, ask me whatever you want, and I will just answer. Show some creativity
” There’s somethings no six-year-old boy in the world should have to be told, but the way things should be and the way things are hardly ever get together. The world’s a hard place, Danny. It don’t care. It don’t hate you and me, but it don’t love us, either. Terrible things happen in the world, and they’re things no one can explain. Good people die in bad, painful ways and leave the folks that love them all alone. Sometimes it seems like it’s only the bad people who stay healthy and proper…”
Stephen King – The Shining.
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Something I’ve been trying to write but never managed to finish… It’s the silent emptiness of despair that’s filling my universe. I live in denial, I act normally most of the time, eventhough I deeply know that nothing is even close to normal, and normal is a very relative term. It could be normal, but it’s not. Something isn’t right and I know it. I’ve tried to run away, to evade, to disappear, to vanish, but I couldn’t. I just couldn’t. I am more convinced than ever that I can change many, many things, but I can’t change myself. I can’t pretend, I can’t evade, and I can’t change what I am.
This could be depression, a very severe and advanced state of sadness, so deep that it blackened my surroundings and narrowed my universe to the point of chocking me to death. Not exactly death, but to a rather long term torture where I can’t even beg for death because I’m scared it could be worse. It could really be worse.
I can’t put an end to all this, because I am strained, but neither can I silently watch. I tried to escape and “live my life” only to come back more messed up than before. I see them every single night in my dreams, they’re alive, and their eyes are distant, expressionless. They lost interest in life, death, and the promised heaven after death. I can’t hide, not in a nightmare where I am the center of attention. I can’t hide from their inevitable reproachful starring eyes, but only it’s much more intimidating than that. It’s a hopeless look without the faintest trace of interest. Truth I’ve been trying to escape my entire life. It creeps, and it fills me with unbearable sadness and pain. It’s living in my subconscious, nurtured by my desperate impotence, by my fear. Fear is the right word. It’s the painful word I’ve been looking for all this time.
There’s no end to this, I am sentenced to this. I can’t change that. It’s either the suffocating endless hours of conscience pain, or the hollow emptiness agony of denial. Either fear of the aftermath of denial, or fear of the painful reality of any reckless desperate reaction. Either way, it’s a constant self-loathing state of disgust.
Blog of the day مدونة اليوم : محمد عمر
صارلي فترة منغلق على نفسي شوية ..وأصبحت متقلب المزاج بطريقة لم يعتد عليها أحد من أصدقائي
سريع الانفعال…وفقدت كل قدراتي الدبلوماسية في كل مجالات حياتي
يعني بطلت أسكت على أصغر الأمور..وحاسس إني مش مطالب إني أسكت ولا أتحمل حماقات أحد, ومش مجبور أحمل أو أبرر أخطاء أحد..اللي فيني مكفيني
صرت أتبع مبدأ يا أبيض يا أسود…الكلام معي صار صعب والنقاش صار شبه مستحيل
يعني يا ملاك يا شيطان..مافي وسط…وبطلت أتحمل نفاق ..وبطلت أعطي شهادة براءة لا لنفسي ولا لأحد
هذا تغير مش مفاجىء ولكن كان متوقع…لأن كثرة السكوت تولد الانفجار…
على العموم من المدونات القليلة اللي لفت نظري مدونة محمد عمر
رجل رائع, وانسان مثقف صاحب ضمير
وهذا شيء صار نادر هذي الأيام للأسف
http://www.mohomar.com/mohomar
I am impressed !
This Mosaic is abstracting the chaos inside me..I loved the result
to do it yourself, Click here.
Here’s my chaotic Mosaic..
Y: How are you ?
Abed: Fine..same shit different day.
Y: No it doesn’t go like this
Y: It’s “Same shit, different toilet”
sweating..
bloody headache…
and thinking of tomorrow’s task at work, something I never heard of before…huft!
but I stumbled upon 7ala’s blog and the song she posted completely changed my mood..
I love old Ragheb’s
Click here to view…
by the way, this song reminded me of a very old remembered family incident.
my favorite uncle went to Greece, some years ago, and he was newly married. Somehow he forgot to buy his wife something, or he didn’t get the chance to buy her anything..anyway, he got back and he told her be brought her something big..so she was waiting..
then he ended up singing that song, telling her he brought her his heart! His wife still mentions this story till today, never forgiving him lol
have a nice day people
or experimenting marioom’s dimples ?
(click on image for larger view)
PersonalAbed Hamdan on 13 Apr 2008 02:46 pm
Why me ?
Why bad people can do million mistakes, intentionally, maliciously, and deliberately, and they can move on with their lives, and be given second chances ?
why the hell good people are always judged by one mistake ? even if done in a moment of irrationality, or absence of reason ? why ?
Even if it’s a known fact that they will never do this mistake again ? that they will learn their lesson ? WHY !!
why my life ends with one mistake ? why it ends in seconds ? what I kept for two years, deep inside, nurtured, all fades away.
I spent days, months, years, trying to reach the image of perfection as perceived by you, yet it all goes in seconds ? in seconds ?
why I can give millions of chances, but I am not granted any! not even one ? but why ? Do I deserve this ? Do you deserve this ?
why ?
I recall my loss in 2000, it was God’s will, and I couldn’t do anything about.
why is it happening again now ?? who’s will is it now ? why am I as helpless now as I was then ? And all goes in seconds..in dark seconds.
why am I always judged by the mistakes of others ? why ? why do I have to pay for what others do ? why do you have to pay for their mistakes ?
Time changes, people changes, but I am still unable to express my agony save by losing my voice and knees..and why all that ? because of one mistake ?
The ironic thing is, you keep doing good after good, days and nights, weeks, months, and years…but when you do one mistake ? only one ? all collapse, it makes you the worst person ever existed.
you keep doing mature things, mature enough, but when something slips from you…for whatever reason…you are suddenly a useless immature childish kid? this is too much to take…too much to understand…too much to live with..
you are not even given the chance to defend yourself !!!!!! you don’t have the chance to be heard !!!!!!??? this is crazy!
This is a serious mistake…
وقال المصطفى عليه افضل الصلاة والسلام :
((إن لم تخطئوا، وتستغفروا، فسيأت الله بقوم يخطئون، ويستغفرون، فيغفر لهم))
but do I still have faith ? no ? I don’t know…I can’t reason…not now.
All I can think of this…”we” don’t deserve that. Nobody deserves that, even the devil himself..
Click on each image for larger view…
Circular email …
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FYI
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• Chatting Services
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• Peer to peer file sharing
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Oh did I just use a “Non business related website” ?
Art and Irbid and Love and Personal and Photos and Quotes and ThoughtsAbed Hamdan on 25 Feb 2008 01:49 pm
PS: Click on each image for a larger view
PPS: It’s sun rise not sun set
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See you in another life, dearest
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This is beyond false hope.. this is insane !
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يا أيها الإنسان ماغرك بربك الكريم ؟؟
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This is Irbid, summer 2007. Picture taken from my room..
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By the way, the hardest question so far is what do I want ?
What do you want people ? you’ve got no clue, do you?!
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hehe, good times
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Edward Said commenting on Chomsky’s work “There’s something profoundly moving about a mind of such noble ideas repeatedly stirred on the behalf of human suffering and injustice”
what if there’s nothing profoundly moving about the audience ?
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Little did I know then that the easy way is not hard enough, but the hard way is so lonely, lonely, loney….
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nor can I have my apple and eat it too…
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“Aboudii, you need to see what’s there ”
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you have no idea what I need…
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وليعلم الذين ظلموا أي منقلب ينقلبون…والعاقبة للمتقين
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“Man is condemned to be free” -Jean-Paul Sartre
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والأخرة خير وأبقى.
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I was talking to a friend last summer, and we were remembering all the crazy days of high school. We mentioned Backstreet boys, Scream the movie, A&W Restaurant (It was a new restaurant to Kuwait), Rania Bargouthi in MBC, The Egyptian Sattelite Channel and the annoying “Fada2eyya Masriyya Alooo”, and Spice girls of course.
Then after a long conversation, I realized that “Ginger Spice” (Geri Halliwell) was my first crush hehehe. I also realized that there is a high chance that this might be the reason why I have soft spot to red heads.
Who was your first crush ?
(Should we make it a tag?)
=== Update ===
It’s a tag already !!! +Dandooneh+ made it a tag and tagged her friends.
Come on guys, the comments here are so hilarious! Let’s get real
I would like to tag some of those who didn’t comment:
This is the tag : Who was your first crush ?
1) MaLa2e6
2) Hamede
3) Eman
4) SimSim
5) Weddo
6) MoeY
7) Who Sane
Let’s have some fun
PersonalAbed Hamdan on 28 Oct 2007 07:27 pm
I couldn’t be more boring now could I ?
lol
I’ve just read the 3 posts I published today, what was I thinking ? lol
Zettabyte File System, Khabbr, and random links without explanation lol. Qwaider tried to have a scientific conversation about the Zettabyte File System, and I was as negative as I could be. And for god sake who wants to know about File System lool and why did I post it?
But there’s always a bright side, because I intended to publish like 5 more posts. 5 Horrible posts, some are pics of my socks, pics of candy bars, some greasy shawarma from my uni days, and I wanted to write something about the first private oil company in Kuwait ? you must be grateful I didn’t write them, no? They’re still in my mind, and the pics in my camera. They’ll remain there.
Ok, now I want to write about my very exciting weekend. I had interesting plans, and I couldn’t be more interesting. I got flu on Thursday and I spent the weekend on bed, and I’m cool about that. I’m not even sorry lol !!
I want to start blogging again!! I really want to ! 
I don’t have internet connection at home, that’s why I don’t read/write blogs anymore!! It’s not that tempting to blog from net cafes, especially when you don’t go to cafes very often.
I’ll try to do something about it, I have to!! because I really missed blogging and missed communicating with fellow bloggers via blogs instead of social networks (i.e facebook).
So what are the latest bloggers’ news ? anything new ?
There are like millions of things I wanted to blog about, but didn’t have the heart to.
There are something I’d like to say in brief:
1) Thanks to Ola for the distinguished effort. Here.
2) Good luck SouqElArab, and thanks for the offer. Here.
3) Thank you Kris, and good luck. Here.
4) Good luck Assom with the new blog. Here.
5) Good luck Search4jordan. Here.
6) Sorry If you contacted me and I didn’t respond, I have some good excuse.
7) I was in deep shit, now things are getting better Insha’Allah.
I’m alive btw lol
Humor and Marriage and Palestine and Personal and Politics and ThoughtsAbed Hamdan on 15 Jul 2007 11:01 pm
Yes, I spent the best 10 days of my life in Palestine! This is why I didn’t blog in a while
So much to write about, and so many things in my mind! Palestine is magnificent! I can’t write enough about the beauty of the occupied territories of Palestine.
In Palestine, everything is different. The trees, the stones, the smell, the wind, the food, the people, the buildings…I can go on forever! It’s a shame that war is taken place there.
So much to say about the beauty of Palestine. And of course, so much to say about the Israeli occupation, stupid interrogations in the Allenby Bridge, screwed up check points scattered all over the West Bank, and of course Fateh vs. Hamas insanity.
Well, let’s start with the beauty of Palestine. I visited : Ramallah, Tulkarem, Jenin, and many villages in between. With Ramallah being the most modernized city in the west bank, Jenin is more like a big village. Tulkarem is something in between. Since beauty is best sensed through the eye, I took photographs of almost everything!
I finally bought a flickr pro account so I can upload as much photos as I want, here are the photos organized in sets according to the cities they were taken in:
1) ‘Arrabeh (3arrabeh) [ Our old roots belongs here].
2) Ya’bad (ya3bad) [ Ya'bad is the village my family belongs to].
3) Zabda [ Small village, belongs to the family].
4) Ramallah
and yes I didn’t take photos of all the cities, I forgot to take the camera to Jenin and Tulkarem 
Almost everywhere you wander in Palestine, you will see pictures of martyrs. Pictures are hung on traffic lights, houses, walls, …
They’re silent pictures immortalizing the struggle of the Palestinians against the occupation. Almost every family have lost a child or two in the last Palestinian uprising (intifada), including our family.
The Israelis interrogated me in the crossing bridge between Jordan and Palestine because I haven’t visited Palestine in years! As funny and stupid as it may sound but it’s a routine measurement! The interrogation went smoothly. A 20s something guy with a Lebanese Arabic accent (a Durzi maybe) asked me few questions. What’s you name? Where have you been? when are you getting married? How is life in Jordan? Are there hot girls in Jordan ?
with questions like these, I didn’t know whether I should laugh or keep my mouth shut. I answered formally without even smiling. Perhaps it’s my lack of experience, but I was very anxious. Anyway, the journey was pretty safe.
Inside Palestine, there are check points almost everywhere just to make the Palestinian life even harder. What bugged us most is the stupid rule they’re imposing on every creature living in Jenin! if your haweyyeh (Israeli ID) is issued in Jenin, then you’re not allowed to leave Jenin!! They allow you to enter Jenin, but leaving Jenin would require you to take different roads or to rely on the mood of the Israeli soldiers.
Everybody in Palestine have a story to tell about the check points. Ranging from the most humiliating encounter you could ever imagine to the funniest one. I heard many stories about Israeli soldiers asking men to take off their pants in the street (what’s so interesting about naked men ?). Some got arrested for no reason. Some were beaten up savagely. Some were asked to start a party in the middle of the street while others were asked to belly dance in the street (again, what’s so interesting in dancing men?). I’ve been asked about my age. In Ramallah I’ve been asked about my job, and when my answer was “fresh graduate”, both soldiers exchanged weird glances let me pass so I can get married. Rookh ettjawwaz (go get married, in a distorted Arabic accent). I don’t know why the Israeli soldiers are very concerned about my single hood.
Almost everybody in Palestine is talking about Fateh and Hamas. People are split, with the majority in the west bank supporting Fateh. Everybody in Palestine is a politician, and everybody in Palestine have a better vision than all the political leaders. Specially those who spend most of the day in cafes smoking and drinking coffee. It’s the new issue to talk about, and people in Palestine have distinguished ways of having fun.
One more thing I noticed in some Palestinian villages is that many people are making their living by stealing things from illegal Israeli settlement! It’s a win-win job! The Israelis intentionally make it very easy for Palestinians to steal their goods (especially cars and motor cycles) so that Israelis can get paid by Israeli insurance companies. Many Palestinians in Ya’bad (my village) have Israeli friends from the nearby Israeli settlement who make deals by trade Israeli cars to Palestinians for low prices, and fool the Israeli insurance companies. Many Palestinians are comfortable with stealing from Israelis as a pay back because Israelis stole Palestinian lands. Since when theft is ok ??
I’ve got many stories to tell, but enough said for now.
I missed Palestine already.
I’m still busy, and actually not in the mood of writing anything. Today was my graduation ceremony.
Click here to see some photos..
The unemployed fellow blogger Khaled Nazzal was also there
I’ll be away for a couple of days or a couple of weeks. I’ve got some family issues.
Be safe everybody, I’m gonna miss you all.
Update: Download song here ==> http://www.fileflyer.com/view/BkpOhAX
Thanks abu el sharif
Drops of Jupiter - Train
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Now that shes back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that theres time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that shes back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that theres time to grow, hey, hey
Now that shes back in the atmosphere
Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way
1:30 AM…
Knock..Knock..
Abed: Hi ! Can I help you
Neighbor:Hi ! Since It’s impossible either to sleep or to study with your presence, can I ask for something , please!
Abed: *bewildered* ha ?? what’s wrong ?? Is it the loud music ?? sorry, I’ll put it down!
Neighbor: Nah! No, of course not! It’s not that you listen to both heavy metal and Om Kalthoom and then fairooz, we got used to your cocktail, this is not a problem anymore..but
Abed: *giggles*
Neighbor: what I’m trying to ask is, if you could PLEASE, I mean PLEASE, stop singing when you listen to your music!!
Abed: LOL !! Is my voice that loud ?? lol
Neighbour: Noo, It’s not loud! dude your shouting!! specially when you sing “inta 3omri - Om Kolthoom” , you don’t really have to repeat everything especially the music! and please don’t sing after midnight at least!
Neighbour: we got used to the music, but there’s no way on earth we can live with your voice smashing our ears everyday! you have serious lung problems!
Abed: ok! *shy* I’m sorry ! Good Night
Neighbour: Bye!
he is a Med student, and still young. Probably his first year! I hate Medicine student !
Personal and UniversityAbed Hamdan on 15 Apr 2007 10:59 pm
Whew! The craziest two days since forever!!
One marvelous trip to Wadi Rum & Aqaba, we had so much fun. Beach, sand, palms, sun, desert, dance floor.. My mind yearned for such vacation! Especially with two crazy dudes, we couldn’t stop laughing.
Click here to see the photos…
Funny how easy I lose all my senses of security. Just when I thought I got rid of those unsettling conflicting desires, they float on the surface again. Like the Pharaohs’ curse; no matter how deep it’s buried in time, it will always be there.
What world is this? What ruthless reality is this? where you can either fight or flee. I tried both, and I didn’t sense any sort of peace – or even settlement - in any. What society is this? What worlds of what shores?!
I’m suffering from a chronic, severe, sick habit of committing the same mistake again, and again. To fall for wrong people, to try to oppose the masses, to stand in the face of the mainstream of fools, is an utter insanity! And sometimes I wonder what true sanity is.
It’s definitely my desire, my sinful guts to dream, my agitating sense of worth, my beautiful irritating ego, my strong convictions, the will to live free instead of imploring freedom. It’s time when I have to wake up and smell the bitter fragrance of reality. It’s time when I have to succumb merely to survive and I…surrender.
Yesterday I had the pleasure of meeting some bloggers of http://jordanblogs.net , the Jordanian blogosphere community.
It was a great experience indeed. meeting people you know -and those you don’t know- for almost a year just through blogging and comments. The idea itself was awkward somewhat, and I never expected having so much fun with people I meet for the first time.
The most interesting thing about the people I met is their level of maturity, and their outstanding awareness, and that’s the least to say
I don’t wanna mention names right now, but you can take a look at the pics. Oh by the way, Shaden uploaded the pics of the meeting, ..she’s dead already, im convinced.
My pics are the worst pics ever; so now let the humor begins:
How did I manage to have a shining face ?? did I use Detol or Flash cleaner ?? that’s the million dollars question.
Shy ?? why, Im showing a gayish smile, does this have anything to do with the newly controversial blog aka “gay Jordan”, whose author happens to be living in Irbid ???
My leg looks more like a cow leg; Is this a sufficient proof of Darwin’s Evolution theory ??? and If so, does that make me related to the cows breed ???
and Oh, this is Khaled on my right side, and M.Q on the left side..
Khaled is starring at M.Q, and M.Q looks more like a Syrian minister, given the fact that M.Q is Syrian….
does this make M.Q a Syrian intellegince agent ??
is this a proof that Khaled works for the CIA ??
and if so, did the meeting end with a fight between the two dudes ???
man, we are so … losers, and Im a public joke already
Click here to see more pics of the meeting.
now let’s answer the “thinking” (or shall we say the “linking” ? ) tag.
by Khaled Nazzal. The rules are simple:
1. If, and only if, you get tagged, write a post with links to 5 blogs that make you think,
2. Link to this post so that people can easily find the exact origin of the meme,
3. Optional: Proudly display the ‘Thinking Blogger Award’ with a link to the post that you wrote (here is an alternative silver version if gold doesn’t fit your blog).
mmm, all the blogs I read make me think 
…mmm
then I’ll take the chance to introduce my new friens, Palestinians 48…If you don’t know what the term mean, I assure you Im gonna talk about it soon, so stay tuned!
1) Mnoosh
2) Bakria
3) She Devil
4) Almotasha2el
They are just 4 ??? mmm,
My blogging personality:
| Your Blogging Type is Confident and Insightful |
 You’ve got a ton of brain power, and you leverage it into brilliant blog. Both creative and logical, you come up with amazing ideas and insights. A total perfectionist, you find yourself revising and rewriting posts a lot of the time. You blog for yourself - and you don’t care how popular (or unpopular) your blog is! |
via +Raeef+
so do you really think I have such “blogging” personality ?? 
It was a nice unexpected meeting I had with Khaled Nazzal, Razan, and Walid at JUST.
Khaled insisted that I smile in the pic…I really can’t smile to cameras, I just can’t!!
